i’m finally getting over you after months . i was warned that he was gonna break my heart and he did , but now i’m aware of it and i had enough of his bullshit . you are a player, and your goal in life is to make all the girls fall for you then you just steal and rip their hearts, and you don’t even give a fuck. i know what you said about me, and i wasn’t expecting shit, and you thought that i was that kind of girl, well you’re wrong . you told me how you felt, and i told you . but obviously, im not good enough, just go fuck your other girls that are apparently WAAY better than me. i’m coming back from the clouds and back to reality. i am so happy that i am done eating everything that you are saying to me. honestly, i really, truly wanted to be with you, but with what happened, i don’t want to be anything more. please. don’t tell me shit like, oh, i need to choose. if you liked me enough, you wouldn’t have to choose, you wouldn’t even be interested in more than 1 other girl, but you are just a asshole, player, mofo that just loves being that. i still want to talk to you, and to flirt a little, and still have a strong friendship, just not more than friends. i can’t deal with what you put me through. *sigh (: i am so happy that this is happening now, because a new year is coming and its time to start making changes. i am proud at myself at making this desicion, its been a waited desicion, and im finally drawing the line. i don’t want things to be awkward, i don’t because we get along and it would be a waste to just let our friendship die. so even though i was not the only girl you were interested in, whatever, go fuck the other girl, I DON’T CARE, i am not saying the other girl is a bitch, she’s probably nice, and that’s why you like her too. but this game you played with me is not something that i want to do anymore, please. i would much rather talk like best friends and not be in a relationship, than awkwardly talk about our feelings and be with you. any day. i want to tell you that i don’t like you as much as i did, but i have no idea what your reaction will be. i’m going to start to live my life to the fullest, im not going to let the obstacles to my happiness get in my way. if i let them get to me, i’ll end up just like the other girls. i don’t know better than the person that got in between, just remember what i said. let’s be friends, but we could never doubt that what we had was random and adolensent and honest . this was something that both of us had to experience. at least we know something about each other that we didnt. (; ttyl. (its nice to talk to tumblr.) :D
what else did we need to put on the travel through town writing part?
oh and can you tell me the events that you put for the event and your reactions thingy?
I have more than 4 piercings.
I take showers in the morning.
I love bubble baths.
I have never watched “American Idol”.
High school sucks.
I have a website other than a tumblr
I’ve seen an episode of “The O.C.”.
Family Guy is awesome.
WTF is Family Guy?
I love rock music.
I hate country music.
I live in Florida.
I have more guy friends than girl friends.
I like to draw.
PDA disgusts me.
I don’t really care if any couples are showing PDA.
I live in the past way too much.
I’m currently sad.
Winter is my favorite season.
I know at least one word in Spanish.
I know at least one word in French.
I love random surveys.
No one can tell me who I can and cannot love.
My parents are in my personal life too much.
I have an older sister.
My longest relationship lasted longer than one year.
I can sing well.
I love hugs.
I don’t like candy.
I’m allergic to chocolate.
I own a pair of Converse.
I have an iPod.
I have more than 30 CDs.
My dog is my best friend.
I have a stuffed unicorn.
I laugh at my own jokes.
I love laughing uncontrollably.
I’ve laughed so hard before, I was on the floor.
I’ve lost touch with most of my friends from elementary school that moved away.
I love cereal.
I have a penpal.
I have music playing constantly.
I love mangos.
I own a piece of the opposite sex’s clothing.
Life was so much simpler when boys thought girls had cooties.
I believe in miracles.
I know how to speak a language (fluently) that most people wouldn’t understand.
I get headaches a lot.
I have a headache right now.
I can’t leave the house without my cell phone.
I can’t leave the house without my iPod.
I’m addicted to chocolate.
I’m addicted to coffee.
I can check my e-mail on my school’s computers.
Within the last year, a person has changed my life.
My room is too messy.
I like to write.
I’m good at basketball.
I’m good at almost every sport.
I’ve been cheated on.
being treated like a piece of crap by you. like you can just play around with me forgetting how i feel. BS. your makin me so ugggh
i dont want to go by myself to that thing a gig. so, did you get the junior achievement’s econiomics for success thing?
i don’t always cry because im sad, i sometimes just do because i’m bored . but i always love to observe what i do when i cry. i noticed this time, that if you keep your tears on your lower lids, you can seem them move w/ your heart beat. <3 i always like making trail with them when they race down my cheeks, i do zigzags. (:<
